You may wonder now, as F always wonders what is or who is F?
F is a simple represention of a modern human being wondering this world, amazed by surprises, and overwhelmed by complexities.
What is known about him, that he entered this life with a natural born smile, unlike the regular wining of little kids breaking out of their wombs, as his mother once witnessed.
Embraced by his uniqueness, F had only this fact to admit to himself, and the only identity he carried through life, "little smiley", as eveyrone else called him.
One day, "Little smiley" carried away by dreams of passion and lust on a september night, he woke up with a revelation, a revelation of another true self, never been aware of, nor anyone has ever identified. A revelation that shook him at core. That s when F's first tear burst into life and wiped off the smile on his face. At this moment began the journey of wondering, of looking for the other selves he missed and the other secrets yet to be revealed.
Tortured by losing his existence, driven ever by anxiety of never finding the slef and mourning the smile he had ever lost, F wondered the world fishing for the many facts and the many lifes he encountered looking for the pieces of the puzzle, "the lost smile".
At every piece he found, he had a glimpse of a smile, reminding him, with sorrow, of what he lost and with joy, of what he may find. So he keeps on his journey, and so we do...
To be Continued...
1 comment:
this is exciting, i hope your blog will take me on a journey. sometimes you might not realize that what ur might consider as complete personal to be a little universal.
am glad u decided to let cyber space accompany you on ur journey.
p.s. to get more readers you have to go to other blogs find ones that are related to you or that are of interest to you and leave in the comments your blog address. this way you create traffic to your site.
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